38TH BIRTHDAY: A MIX OF JOY AND SORROW

Today is my 38th birthday, and as always, it's a mix of joy and sorrow. The happiness comes from adding another year to my life, but the sadness stems from the fact that today is also my late mother's birthday. She's in heaven now, and I miss her deeply. Sometimes, when thoughts of her overwhelm me, I find solace in private moments, shedding tears in the solitude of my room or the bathroom. I don't want my kids to witness my vulnerability.

I wish my mother were alive to witness the life I've built and to see my four wonderful children. It's unfortunate that she passed away at a young age.

Unfortunately, I've been unwell since yesterday, and I haven't been able to create any content for posting or send out newsletters. Both my kids and I are under the weather, so there's no cake or celebration for me this year. I've opted to stay away from social media today to focus on resting and recharging. The demands of social media can be challenging, as I strive to find my own voice and share meaningful content.