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Jan 14, 2025

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I have been trying to learn Python. I asked AI to generate a 30-day plan where I would spend 15 to 20 minutes each day writing Python scripts. The problem is, when I learn something today, by tomorrow I forget the script. It feels completely new to me. I can’t seem to remember concepts like strings, booleans, etc. This is really hard. Is it because I’m a right-brain person, and this left-brain activity is challenging for me? I want to create multiple AI agents to help brands find their first 100 users. I know it’s just a fantasy idea for now, but I’m confident it will come true someday. The issue is, I don’t have the skills to make it happen yet. It’s painful when someone close to me says this idea is 99% useless. That’s fine, though. I know I don’t have the skills to build it, but I’m sure there’s someone out there who does. I wish that person all the best!

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Jan 1, 2025

DAY 6 OF IMPROVE MY WRITING IN 30 DAYS: Today I learned that...

Today writing task is to summarize a news article in my own words, starting with: 'Today I learned that...' Today I learned that blogging is still a money-making career for many, despite the rise of short-form videos and video platforms. This insight comes from an article in Forbes. Some people treat blogging as a side hustle, while others pursue it as a full-time job. There are several ways to make money through blogging: 1. Display ads: Bloggers can earn income through services like Google AdSense or by placing ads for brands on their websites. 2. Affiliate marketing: This is one of the easiest ways to make money while blogging. Bloggers earn commissions by promoting products or services. 3. Sponsored content: Brands looking to connect with a blogger's audience pay to place ads or articles on the blog. Prices range from $100 to $10,000, depending on the blogger's reach and influence. 4. Selling digital products: Bloggers can sell e-books, templates, workshops, or online courses to generate income. 5. Memberships: Bloggers can offer premium content through memberships, often in the form of newsletters delivered to subscribers' inboxes. 6. Coaching and consulting: This is one of the highest-priced services bloggers can offer, making it a lucrative income stream.

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Dec 30, 2024

DAY 5 OF IMPROVE MY WRITING IN 30 DAYS: 'Describe your favorite room: 'When I enter this space, I feel...'

My favorite room is my living room. When I enter this space, I feel at home. I love the fluffiness of my carpet—my kids love to sit on it and play. Sometimes, I find Lego pieces scattered around, and though they occasionally hurt my feet, I just laugh when it happens. This is the place where everyone comes together. My working desk sits in a cozy corner of the living room, perfectly placed so I can stay connected to the family while getting things done. It's a simple setup with my laptop, a large screen, and a tiny fan that keeps me cool while I work. Sometimes, my kids come over to ask me about their homework or for help with something, and my baby will toddle over, asking me to wipe her little nose. I love these moments—they remind me that this isn’t just a workspace but a spot where I can be productive while still being part of all the activity and laughter around me. My kids often sit nearby, lost in their activities—drawing colorful pictures, playing with toys, challenging each other at chess, flipping through books, or watching TV. I relax on the couch with my feet up, savoring the moment. Their tiny hands gently massage my shoulders, filling me with a profound sense of gratitude. We love watching friendly pranks and cartoons together. I remember watching Coco with my kids and crying uncontrollably—it worried them at first, but they ended up laughing because they were too young to understand. Thick dark purple curtains adorn the windows, and when the afternoon sun shines brightly, we close them to keep the heat out. There are always plushies and teddy bears on the couch; my baby loves having them around, and I enjoy seeing them too. In the afternoon, I often drink tea in the living room. Sometimes, we snack while watching TV—popcorn and peanuts are our favorites. The living room is always lively and noisy, and I cherish every moment spent here. I know this space will one day grow quiet as my kids grow older and build their own lives and homes. But for now, I treasure the warmth and joy it brings us all.

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Dec 29, 2024

DAY 4 OF IMPROVE MY WRITING IN 30 DAYS: 'My most vivid childhood memory is...'

My most vivid childhood memory is the moment I realized my dad had passed away. I was six years old, staying at my dad's brother's house with my brother because my dad had undergone brain surgery. My mom had to take care of him both in the hospital and at home afterward. Staying at my uncle's house was not a good experience. His wife yelled at me for crying in the shower because the water was too cold for me. It was almost midnight, and the fluorescent light was on. My mom was crying, and a few people were gathered around my dad's bed. When I saw him, he wasn’t moving. His eyes were wide open, staring upward. He didn’t blink. His pupils were half-visible. I didn’t fully understand what was happening, but I think people around me were saying that my dad had died. My mom held my brother’s hand and mine, and we tried to close my dad’s eyes. She asked us to tell him, “We’re here. Please go peacefully.” When I grew older, I remembered a question I had asked my mom at that moment: “Is Daddy still going to take us on an airplane?” I had never flown before, and my dad had planned a trip for us after his surgery. It never happened. As an adult, I feel so bad for asking such a naive question. I must have broken my mom’s heart. She had just lost her husband, and all I could think about was an airplane. When I finally understood the reality of my dad’s death, I cried almost every night, even into high school. I cried quietly so my mom wouldn’t notice. The same scene repeated itself 12 years later. My mom was lying on her bed. It was afternoon, and her eyes kept looking upward. She was still alive but had been suffering from cancer for several years. Although she had recovered once, the cancer came back. I hate cancer. Why does such an evil thing exist? My heart sank when I saw her eyes looking up—it was a bad sign. That night, my brother and I sat by her bed, holding her hands. I kept my fingers on her pulse, afraid to sleep. I wanted to be there the moment she left. Around 4:30 a.m., I suddenly felt her pulse stop. I called out to her, but she didn’t respond. I checked her breathing, but it had stopped too. I cried. I cried so hard. Then I stood up and called my mom’s brother to tell him she had passed away. Even now, 20 years later, the pain remains. Writing this brings tears to my eyes—it still hurts so much. These moments, especially losing my parents, are etched deeply into my memory.

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Dec 28, 2024

DAY 3 OF IMPROVE MY WRITING IN 30 DAYS: 'In the next year, I want to....'

In the next year, I want to focus on projects that can generate income. I will stop creating massive to-do lists only to leave them unfinished. I admit that, as a mom with four kids, my time and energy are limited. It's time to stop chasing too many things at once. Instead, I will focus on becoming excellent at one thing. I want to dedicate 15 minutes a day to reading and another 15 minutes to reading to my kids. I admit I’m not a natural reader, but I want to set a good example for them. I recently came across a website [https://en.app/] that recommends books with just a single prompt, which I think is really cool. This is the resource I’ll use to find new reading material. First, I need to finish Where the Crawdads Sing [https://dn790006.ca.archive.org/0/items/wherethecrawdadssing/Where-the-Crawdads-Sing.pdf]—a book recommended by a dear friend. I only got through the first chapter before stopping. If it meant enough for him to recommend it, there must be a good reason, so I’ll make it a priority to finish it. I also want to spend more money—not recklessly, but intentionally on things that help me grow. To get where I want to be, I need to stop thinking small. My habit of not investing in knowledge has held me back, and I’m ready to change that. I want to be a better mom. I plan to spend more one-on-one time with each of my kids and find activities that suit their unique interests. They deserve my undivided attention, and I’ll make sure they get it—all of them. I also want to be a better writer. A close friend told me that improving my grammar would make me more professional and show that I truly care about my work. I know he is right, and I’m committed to making that improvement. Here’s to an amazing 2025! Cheers to my best friend for all the support and memories. Wishing us both a year filled with success and joy!

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Dec 27, 2024

DAY 2 OF IMPROVE MY WRITING IN 30 DAYS: Describe your morning routine starting with: 'Every morning, I...'

Every morning, I wake up at 5:15 AM. I clean up, then drink a big glass of water, and go straight to the kitchen to prepare a lunch box for my eldest daughter and morning snack boxes for three of my kids. I have four children; three are in school. One is in high school, while the other two are in primary school. My eldest daughter needs lunch and snack boxes every day. Sometimes, I give them money to buy food from the canteen, but they always prefer my cooking. That makes me so happy and proud. While preparing breakfast, I wake up my eldest daughter. While she is taking a shower, I wake the two kids who are in primary school. I fill up all their water tumblers and get the snack and lunch boxes ready, placing them beside their school bags. While they are eating, I change my clothes. Once everyone is ready, I send them off to school. After they leave, I go for a 3,000-step walk around the neighborhood. Sometimes, I return home for breakfast; other times, I head to a nearby shop for noodles. Then, I turn on my laptop and begin my workday.

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Dec 26, 2024

A Chat with My Ambitious Daughter

I had a chat with my first daughter. I told her I would get them Christmas presents. She told me that she never asks for presents. She is grateful that we are all alive and we are together. My heart just melted. She is just 13, but she is so mature. I am so grateful for her. And I thank God every day for gifting her to me. She changed my life, made me a better person. I have to work hard to support her dreams, her studies. She said she wants to be a software engineer because she likes to code, and she wants to be a video animator too! I love her vision; she is ambitious, and I know she will achieve it! Now, let me work hard to support her dreams!

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Dec 26, 2024

Day 1 of Improve My Writing in 30 days: If someone were to know me in five sentences...

If someone were to know me in five sentences when I was in my 20s, it would be: Zeng is very fun. She is the life of the party; we must have her at all events. She is hardworking and became a manager at a young age. She is capable of managing people and shop operations. She is a workaholic. Now that I am in my 30s, five sentences would be: Zeng is an AI artist. She has four kids, and I don't know how she manages that. She loves purple and coffee. She is an incredible mom.Being a mom is amazing. It is the best thing in the world. But for my kids and my future, I need to be more than just a mom. I have to learn more skills and make a more stable income for my kids and me.

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Dec 23, 2024

Navigating the World of AI Art and Design: A Practical Approach to Tools and Tips

I have been taking a break from sending out my PicAisso newsletter. Honestly, I feel overwhelmed with all the new tools and updates in AI art generators, AI video generators, AI music tools, and AI design tools. That's why I have decided to share the tools that I find useful and that I am actually using. I think this approach will help me focus on writing the newsletter and providing value to my readers. I also took advice from my best friend to write a title that encourages people to take action and read it. One task, one tool, and how long it took me to complete the task. So, my title for the latest issue is How to Create a Christmas Lofi Music Video in Less Than 10 Minutes and for Free! I think this is manageable for me since I usually paste the newsletter into Claude and let it generate the title for me. Unfortunately, the generated titles often include too many fancy words that don't relate to my content. I'll stick with my best friend's advice and continue with this strategy. So far, I haven't sold any AI Christmas coloring pages. I think I'm fishing in the wrong pool and need to rework my distribution strategy. It's time for AI Color Cloud to make a comeback!

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Dec 22, 2024

The Evolution of See My AI Christmas Tree: From Creation to Revamp

I created a website called See My AI Christmas Tree [https://seemyaichristmastree.softr.app/] in 2022. I still remember 2022 as a really good year. I started my Twitter account, which was then called Twitter. The reason I chose this platform was that it only required 280 characters, and I didn’t need to post photos of my kids to be active there. In July, I learned about no-code tools, and in September, I discovered AI art. My life changed from that point onward, and I am truly grateful. I remember seeing AI art shared by some people using NightCafe Studio—that’s how I started making AI art. The reason I initially posted on X was for the free credits! That decision opened up so many opportunities for me. I got invited to a few spaces to talk about AI art. Unbelievable! Around that time, I was experimenting with Softr and thought it would be fun to start a website where people could share their AI Christmas Trees. It turned out great—I had more than 40 people submit their AI Christmas Trees! I am so proud of myself for creating that page and even launching it on Product Hunt. In 2023, I didn’t promote the page much and received only about six submissions. Recently, I revamped the page, added a header, included some of my website links in the footer, created a 2024 section, posted about it on X, and scheduled a post on Product Hunt. I would love to make this an annual event—it feels like an AI art time capsule! I am sick and tired of being told I have no ideas and that I can’t accomplish anything. I want a breakthrough. I know I need to change my situation by changing my current actions.

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Dec 21, 2024

Embracing Confidence: Updating My Bento.me Page with AI Creations

Just realized that I have not updated my Bento.me page. I always think that whatever I am doing is small. It's time for me to be confident and show the world what I am capable of. Stop judging and doubting myself. I put up all the tools, apps, games, or websites that I created with AI and displayed them on my Bento page. Bento page is like a "link in bio" tool, but prettier! Link to my page is here: https://bento.me/zengwt [https://bento.me/zengwt] If I just include the link, it will not be nice. So, I generated some AI images, uploaded them, then added captions and links to each image. This way, it's better than just a plain old link within a square or rectangle. And I just made a Christmas Game with Caisual. Living in the world of AI is fun; I can't code, but I can use AI to draw, make games, make music, write stories, and blogs. I am grateful!

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May 11, 2024

Cherishing Mother's Day with my Four Amazing Kids

Today is Mother's Day, and I can't believe I have four amazing kids! Looking at them, I see so much fun, helpfulness, and love in each one. I'm so proud of the people they're becoming. I'm so glad I've been there for them every step of the way. They're 13, 9, 8, and 3 now, and I cherish every moment with them. I wish I could be healthy and watch them grow even older, doing the things they love, excelling in their passions, finding love, and creating amazing memories. I even dream of them having children of their own someday. I miss my mom so much. She was such a wonderful and calm lady. Though she didn't have the chance to go to school, she had incredible wisdom and taught me so much. I want to be a good mom just like her. I hope my kids feel all the love I have for them.

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Nov 23, 2023

38th Birthday: A Mix of Joy and Sorrow

Today is my 38th birthday, and as always, it's a mix of joy and sorrow. The happiness comes from adding another year to my life, but the sadness stems from the fact that today is also my late mother's birthday. She's in heaven now, and I miss her deeply. Sometimes, when thoughts of her overwhelm me, I find solace in private moments, shedding tears in the solitude of my room or the bathroom. I don't want my kids to witness my vulnerability. I wish my mother were alive to witness the life I've built and to see my four wonderful children. It's unfortunate that she passed away at a young age. Unfortunately, I've been unwell since yesterday, and I haven't been able to create any content for posting or send out newsletters. Both my kids and I are under the weather, so there's no cake or celebration for me this year. I've opted to stay away from social media today to focus on resting and recharging. The demands of social media can be challenging, as I strive to find my own voice and share meaningful content.

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Nov 22, 2023

Overcoming Illness and Prioritizing Tasks: My Commitment to FemmeStock

Yesterday, I fell ill, and I'm currently writing this with a fever persisting. Unfortunately, I couldn't make any progress on FemmeStock for my 50 Day Focus Challenge. Sleep was elusive, especially with my kids being unwell too. It seems like my body is signaling the need for rest. Despite missing out on yesterday, I still have today. I'm determined to accomplish my tasks, prioritize what truly matters, and contribute more value to FemmeStock.

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Nov 20, 2023

Parenting through Exam Season: Pushing Through Fatigue for My Kids

I'm currently occupied with my kids who have exams today. I've been on my feet since morning, and the fatigue is setting in. The thought of taking a break and resting is tempting, but I changed my mind when I glanced at my notebook filled with unchecked tasks. I've decided to push through and keep working for the sake of both myself and my kids. It's challenging, but I believe it's the right thing to do. Maybe there's a more efficient way to handle this – perhaps with the help of AI! lol

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Nov 20, 2023

Growing FemmeStock Day 2 in 50-Day Focus Challenge

Today, I made a new Christmas-themed cover for FemmeStock Pinterest and X. Posted a new video about the Christmas collection on FemmeStock X and Pinterest. I made a video Pin, scheduled a pin, posted on X and I published my daily journal! Day 2 got 2 checks! Great work!

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Oct 18, 2023

Thriving with Consistency: Milestones in AI Art and Strategies for Reader Engagement and Revenue Growth

I'm thrilled that I've managed to stick to the publishing schedule for WhoWhatWhyAi, PicAisso, and my Medium. I just published a blog about the power of using a single word to create AI art. It's great to see my progress. I need to keep pushing forward! Now, I'm brainstorming ways to offer more value to my readers and increase my revenue from them. LOL.

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Oct 10, 2023

Finding Motivation and Success: Conquering Challenges and Embracing Excitement

Today is a fantastic day! I successfully scheduled a new issue of PicAisso a whole 12 hours ahead of my publishing schedule. This marks the first time I've met the timeline I set for myself, and I couldn't be happier or prouder. I'm determined to maintain this level of productivity because, as they say, ideas are just ideas without the work to back them up! However, there are moments when I inexplicably feel down, especially in the evenings. I find myself feeling helpless, demotivated, and somewhat lost about my purpose. To combat this, I believe it's crucial to jot down what truly excites me. That way, I can refer to it whenever I hit those low points, much like my daily "One Good Thing" list that keeps me grounded and grateful.

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Oct 9, 2023

Finding Consistency: WhoWhatWhyAI Newsletter Returns With Exciting Updates and a New Project Announcement

I just published the WhoWhatWhyAI newsletter today after a month-long hiatus, and I couldn't be happier that I finally hit that publish button! I've noticed that many AI newsletters have paused recently, and it made me realize just how challenging it is to stay consistent. But I'm determined to keep at i I'm also excited to announce that I'll be launching Awesome Art tomorrow, on 10.10.2023. It's a project I've been eagerly working on, and I can't wait to share it with everyone. In addition to WhoWhatWhyAI and Awesome Art, I'm committed to maintaining my schedule for PicAisso, with updates twice a week. It's a lot of work, but I constantly remind myself why I'm doing all of this – for my kids. I want to provide them with a better life, and nothing brings me more joy than being able to use my online earnings to buy them the things they love. One of my proudest moments was when I paid for my daughter's entire graduation trip with the money I earned online. It was an incredible feeling, and I want to experience more moments like that. My happiness truly comes from being able to provide the best for my children.

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Oct 6, 2023

Navigating the Challenges: Juggling Career Prospects and Personal Commitments

I went for an interview today, aiming to secure a job that meets my salary expectations. Unfortunately, it didn't go well. This week alone, I've attended two interviews. My determination lies in my commitment to both working and focusing on my online business. The income I generate online, all while caring for my children, holds immense value for me. I've even continued to breastfeed my baby, who is now over two years old. I take great pride in all of my children. I have a multitude of goals and aspirations, and it's crucial for me to organize them effectively to prevent burnout. Let's go!

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Oct 5, 2023

Unveiling the Power Within: Uncovering the Secrets to Overcoming Personal Failures

I've come to recognize that my thoughts and actions have often led me to failure. This realization has had a significant impact on my work and daily life, making me feel like I've failed both as a mother and as a human being. Recently, I shared with my friend Ilze that I was considering getting a coach. She asked me why I felt the need for one, and I explained that I was seeking guidance. In response, she wisely told me that a coach's role is to ask me a lot of questions because the answers I seek are already within me. This insight struck me deeply. I do possess the answers to many of my challenges, so why am I not consistently making the right and effective choices?

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Oct 2, 2023

My October goals and projects!

Yesterday marked the first day of October, and I'm absolutely thrilled that I've picked up my 100-day no-code challenge again, which I had put on hold for an entire year. I'm currently at day 91, and my goal is to complete it and become a member of the 100 club. Additionally, I've embarked on a new journey with the 100 Days of AI challenge, where I'm dedicated to learning and creating with artificial intelligence. I'm delighted to share that I've taken on the role of an AI art educator within this challenge. Reflecting on my recent goals, I set a target to launch my digital magazine by the end of September. However, I realize now that I didn't outline the necessary steps to achieve this goal, which I consider a misstep on my part. Nevertheless, I remain committed to maintaining my publishing streak for WhoWhatWhyAi and PicAisso. There are numerous ideas swirling in my mind, and I understand that if I don't take the leap and launch, I'll never discover the potential of these projects. Perhaps it's time to breathe life into Awesome Art and the Daily WWWAI newsletter and put an end to procrastination. I mustn't forget my AI Color Cloud project, an AI coloring page endeavor I initiated with my children for s4 N&W. Regrettably, I fell off track and haven't made progress on it. This is disappointing, but I'm recording these thoughts here to hold myself accountable. I'm determined to revisit and make progress on this project by the end of October. I believe in myself and know that I can do it! And don't forget about Femmestock and to launch on Product Hunt too!

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Sep 26, 2023

Breaking Free from the Comparison Trap: Embracing Your Unique Path

I've once again lost my streak with WhoWhatWhyAI and PicAisso publishing. I've noticed that I have this tendency to constantly compare myself to others and worry about what they might think of my writing. It's a habit that's not serving me well, and I need to break free from it. I must find the courage to be fearless and keep my focus on what truly ignites my passion. I'm jotting this down as a reminder: DO NOT COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS! YOUR PATH IS UNIQUE.

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Sep 24, 2023

The Struggle to Maintain a Writing Streak: Reflecting on 91 Days of Challenge and Frustration

I've recently broken my writing streak again, and I'm feeling pretty down about it. My mind is buzzing with ideas, but finding the time to put them into action has been a challenge. I'm stuck at day 91 of my 100-day no-code challenge, and it's been over a year. It's frustrating that I haven't been able to launch anything on Product Hunt in quite some time. I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me.

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Sep 10, 2023

Rejoicing in the Return of Normalcy: A Joyous Sports Day for My Children

Today is my kids' Sports Day. This marks the first Sports Day since the end of the COVID-19 pandemic, and our excitement and happiness know no bounds. People are not wearing masks anymore, and everyone is reveling in the event, even though the sun is blazing, causing us to perspire profusely. My elder child received a medal, which is a significant achievement as this is her final year in primary school. I am overjoyed that COVID-19 is behind us, and she can experience normal school life again. I brought all my children to the Sports Day to support her. We woke up very early and returned home around noon, thoroughly exhausted. However, our exhaustion is overshadowed by our immense happiness. Upon returning home, I prepared their favorite chicken stew for them, making it a perfect Sunday. I feel a deep sense of gratitude for my children. They bring boundless joy and fun into my life. Despite the fatigue, I cherish every moment with them. I am determined to be the best mother I can be and provide them with a wonderful life.

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Sep 8, 2023

Empowering Dreams: Designing an AI Art Course and Pursuing Passion Amidst Challenges

I received some fantastic news today! I'll be designing an introductory course on AI art for the "100 Days of AI." Woohoo! This news is a great motivator for me to continue pursuing what I'm passionate about and to excel at it. My focus needs to be laser-sharp, and I must put in more effort to provide my kids with a better life. I'm deeply grateful for these opportunities. Even though times may be challenging, I'm confident that I'll soon see the rainbow after the rain. I'll keep pushing forward!

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Sep 6, 2023

My son!

My son came back from school and showed me his notebook eagerly, where he had jotted down all his assignments. I was pleasantly surprised and deeply pleased that he was taking my advice to heart and taking proactive steps to improve his grades. Today, I fried some fish, a dish all my kids love. I was overjoyed to see them enjoying the fish, especially since they usually dislike it. I've decided that I'll buy more for them next time. After lunch, my son told me that he'd only rest for 5 minutes before tackling his assignments. He explained his desire to become the top student in his class and asked if I could get him the Minecraft game. I reassured him that he didn't need to be the top student; all he had to do was focus on learning and showing improvement. I love my son, and I'll definitely get him the game. He thrives on praise, and I need to remind myself to use this strategy for all my kids, including myself. I want to acknowledge my own achievements, like making money online while being a stay-at-home mom. Even though I'm not making a substantial amount now, I know I will someday. I need to find a way to stay focused and work towards that goal. The most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me in my life is having my four amazing kids. And to my baby boy, whom I lost, I miss you dearly!

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Sep 3, 2023

Reflecting on a Tiring Day and Renewed Commitment to Success

Yesterday was incredibly tiring and exhausting for me. I ended up falling asleep without accomplishing any work, and this left me feeling pretty disappointed when I woke up this morning. It dawned on me that I really need to improve my time management and organize all my client-related tasks for the month ahead. My primary focus needs to be on boosting the subscriptions for my newsletters, gaining more paid subscribers, and finally launching my digital magazine. To achieve all of this, I must maintain unwavering focus. Writing in my journal every day serves as a valuable reminder that I shouldn't compare myself to others. I have my own unique path, style, and a dedicated following of fans. I'm immensely grateful for my paid subscribers to PicAisso and WhoWhatWhyAi, even though I haven't received any replies from them despite reaching out a few times. I am curious about why this is happening, but what truly matters is that I stay committed to delivering valuable content to all my subscribers. With the kids having just enjoyed a one-week holiday and the year-end approaching, I realize the importance of planning my holidays and working more effectively. I aspire to be a great mom to my kids and continue delivering excellent work to all my clients and sponsors. I do feel a bit guilty for not dedicating time to my Nights and Weekends project, but I'm determined to complete it this week and submit all the necessary updates. I know I can do it!

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Sep 2, 2023

Finding Balance: Juggling Parenthood and Professional Pursuits

I've been spending a lot of time working with my kids lately, even while working at the cafe. It feels like home and the cafe is becoming indistinguishable because the kids always have questions, making it challenging to fully concentrate on my work. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what it means to achieve full focus and engage in deep work because I don't think I've ever experienced it. Even when I try to work after the kids are asleep, the baby wakes up for milk. Don't get me wrong, I love being with my children, and it's a precious time. At the same time, I have a strong desire to focus on my work and create amazing things. I'm proud of my writing accomplishments this week. I've been consistently writing in my journal, publishing PicAisso twice a week, and crafting articles about AI art for WhoWhatWhyAi and my blog. I want to maintain this momentum and stop comparing myself to others. As soon as I start comparing, I lose sight of my own unique path. My journey is distinct from anyone else's, and my time for success is on the horizon. I just need to stay the course!

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Aug 31, 2023

A Chaotic Holiday: Juggling Kids, Work, and Fun at the Cafe

It's a holiday! I brought my kids to the cafe to work alongside me while they drew and played games. We sipped on coffee, and chocolate drinks, and indulged in snacks and other treats. The atmosphere was so enjoyable. I believe I've mastered the art of working amidst chaos, as I even managed to breastfeed my baby while tackling tasks. I deserve a pat on the back for this one. What a fantastic day! The privilege of being surrounded by my children is a true blessing—one I aim to keep at the forefront of my mind. My commitment is to be an understanding and nurturing mom to my son, who exhibits kindness and sensitivity. I need to give him more affirmation and encouragement! I want to build a website to provide resources to make AI art, the target is to be ready in 2 weeks' time. Maybe a week. And to publish my first digital magazine by the end of September. I am in the same circle again, keep on creating new things but never put in the work and effort to promote them. This time I need to change. I choose to do what I really like and enjoy. This way, it can fuel me up.

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Aug 31, 2023

Balancing Parenthood and Professional Success: The Journey of a Multitasking Writer

I missed writing in my journal yesterday due to my baby's birthday celebrations and the rush of putting together my PicAisso newsletter. The thrill is real as I managed to publish it twice this week - a goal successfully achieved! Witnessing my baby turn two and observing the growth journey leaves me in awe. Reflecting on all four of my children, I'm left pondering: How did I manage it all? Such an immense blessing, their smiles make every ounce of effort worthwhile. I cleaned my email inbox, a staggering 1092 messages predominantly comprising newsletters and tool updates. To ensure better traction, refining both my headlines and content is paramount. It all boils down to consistently delivering exceptional and valuable material. Once again, the focus remains on crafting remarkable, high-quality content. Let's dive right in! Always remember, hard work pays off!

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Aug 29, 2023

The Joy and Heartache of Motherhood: Celebrating My Baby's Birthday While Remembering the Loss of My Son

Tomorrow marks my baby's second birthday, and I am overwhelmed with happiness and excitement. Witnessing her growth since the day she came into this world has been nothing short of magical. From being so tiny at birth to now becoming a confident little girl who eagerly fetches my phone, runs around with her siblings, and even asserts herself by correcting them, it's a journey that fills my heart with joy. Her humorous and adorable nature never fails to bring a smile to my face. My love for her knows no bounds, and my greatest wish is for her to lead a joyful life where she can pursue her dreams. Yet, amidst this happiness, there's a tinge of sadness. Three years ago, during the same month, I experienced a profound loss—a baby boy who was just 16 weeks old, as tiny as an avocado. The shock was unbearable, and I felt utterly helpless in the face of such a tragedy. Why did fate deal me this cruel hand? I remember spending three days in the hospital, crying ceaselessly, consumed by devastation. I allowed myself that time to grieve, knowing that once I returned home to my other three children, I needed to be strong for them. The day to leave the hospital arrived. I wiped away my tears, mustering the courage to face the world. But as I approached home and saw my children at the door, my heart sank. Their innocent questions about the baby boy's well-being stung. I had told them that I was away delivering the baby, and now I had to reveal the painful truth. Their voices trembled as they asked, "Mommy, how's baby? Where's baby?" With a heavy heart, I answered, "My dear, our little baby brother is no longer with us. He's gone." And in that moment, we all crumbled, holding each other tight as tears flowed freely. I doubt I'll ever fully heal from this wound. A part of me feels forever shattered, as I long for the chance to hold and cherish my baby boy. My heart aches with the memory of him. I miss him dearly, and I want him to know: that I miss you, my sweet baby.

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Aug 28, 2023

Navigating the Challenges of Communication and Seeking Mental Breakthroughs

Feeling a bit off today. Disliking the sensation of being misunderstood by others. Different people require different communication approaches, and they can be quite challenging, I suppose. As a result, I've been opting to distance myself from such interactions for the sake of my mental well-being. Consider planting a flower: neglecting to water it leads to its demise. A similar principle applies to my newsletters. Should I disregard them, failing to write or promote them, they'll wither away. It's important not to draw comparisons with others. Everyone follows a unique path. I must consistently remind myself of this fact. Seeking a mental breakthrough currently. Sensing my thoughts entangled in the same loop, preventing me from seeing what lies ahead. Get better!

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Aug 27, 2023

Unlocking my Potential: Embracing Daily Writing to Improve and Rediscover Value in My Art and Thoughts

I aim to enhance my writing skills. A close friend of mine, Christine Trac, who excels in writing, suggested that I maintain a daily journal. Even if it goes unread, this approach can help me enhance my abilities. I'm determined to write every day. I lost my streak on publishing my AI art newsletter - PicAisso. I discovered that I began comparing myself to others and setting unrealistic standards. Additionally, I recognized that my newsletter lacked valuable content. I'm determined to break free from this pattern and take proactive steps. Today, I want to publish PicAisso, and then continue with a twice-a-week schedule. I mean there are so many new and exciting things in the world of AI art. How can I stop? Furthermore, I intend to continue my writing journey on Medium. I wish to discuss topics I'm passionate about, such as no-code and AI, with the aim of delivering value to others. I believe that by benefiting others, I can also enhance my own growth.

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Jun 21, 2023

My struggle with feeling worthless

Yesterday was a bad day. I still feel the same today. I felt so down and worthless. Nothing I did seemed to work. I felt like a failure and a burden. I found myself comparing myself to others who seemed to have it all: success, happiness, confidence. This made me feel even worse. I felt like I could never measure up or be good enough. I felt hopeless and helpless. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I want to be better. I want to be happy and confident. I want to love myself and my life. But I don't know how to do that. How can I change my thoughts and feelings? How can I overcome my challenges and achieve my goals? How can I stop comparing myself to others and appreciate what I have? I need some help. Maybe I should talk to someone who can understand me and support me. Maybe I should seek professional help if this continues. Maybe I should try some positive affirmations or gratitude exercises. Maybe I should do something that makes me happy or proud. I know that this is not the end of the world. I know that there is more to me than my mistakes and failures. I know that there are people who care about me and value me. I know that there are things that I can do well and enjoy. I know that there are opportunities for me to grow and improve. I just need to remind myself of these things more often. I just need to be kinder to myself and more optimistic about the future. I just need to believe in myself and my potential. Zeng, please don't be sad for long.

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Jan 24, 2023

How No-code Tools Are Helping Me Co-creating A Newsletter

No-code tools have revolutionized the way we work and have made it easier for anyone to create and manage their own projects, without needing to have a background in programming. I want to share how no-code tools are helping me co-creating a newsletter with my partner [https://twitter.com/brianball]. KEEPING TRACK WITH TALLY FORM Why use Google form when you can use Tally [https://tally.so/] form? That's what I told my friends when I discovered Tally form last year in 100 days of no code [https://www.100daysofnocode.com/]challenge. Tally is onef my favourite no-code tools. I used it for my kid's birthday party invitation and party invitations. The forms are fully customizable and pretty. I can edit the cover image, logo, fonts and background colors. This elevates the form submission experience.  This time, I use Tally form [https://tally.so/r/n0Vgvy] to collect submissions form from our newsletter readers. They submit their questions and findings without replying to the email.This has made it much easier for me to keep track of all the feedback and ideas I'm getting from my audience. STREAMLINING WORKFLOW WITH SLACK INTEGRATION To further streamline my workflow, I've also integrated Slack [https://slack.com/] with Tally Form. Just go to the integration tab after creating a form. Select Slack, this way, all of the submissions are automatically sent as notifications to our newsletter Slack channel. Tally makmake it easy for my partner Brian and I to stay on top of every submissions.  USING OPENAI AND ZAPIER TO AUTOMATE IMAGE CREATION IN SLACK One of the most exciting things about no code tools is the ability to integrate them with other platforms to create even more powerful workflows. For example, Brian (he is an amazing programmer) discovered the power of using OpenAI and Zapier [https://zapier.com/] to automate image creation in our slack channel. By connecting OpenAI's image generation API to Zapier, he creates a new channel in Slack where we can easily generate AI-generated images on demand. As an Ai art enthusiast, I love that we can create Ai art in our Slack channel. How cool is that? No-code + Ai = Magic CONCLUSION No code tools have made it easier for me to create and manage my projects, and I'm excited to continue exploring all the ways they can be used. Can't wait for the No-code MVP Bootcamp [https://www.100daysofnocode.com/no-code-mvp] on 6th Feb 2023 where I can level up my no-code skill and launch my MVP in 30 days. It's like having a superpower, creating things without the need of coding and saving time for the important things in life!

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Jan 14, 2023

New Achievement Unlocked

I unlocked a new achievement today. I have published the first issue of WhoWhatWhyAi [https://whowhatwhyai.substack.com/about] newsletter with my partner Brian [https://twitter.com/brianball]. Yay! Ten days ago, we embarked on an endeavor to publish a newsletter. We take it as a fun things to do but as we work on it, we found out there are a lot of work in producing a newsletter. Today, we are blessed to be living in an age where we can freely create and disseminate that which we deem meaningful. Using Substack for our newsletter, Slack for communication, Trello board and Notion for work process management, and Google Doc for drafting, technology and no-code tools enhance our collaboration. With just a few clicks, I effortlessly crafted a personalized interview sheet with WhoWhatWhyAi [https://whowhatwhyai.substack.com/about] logo, cover image and theme, complemented with a variety of fonts. The no-code form maker Tallyform [https://tally.so/] is my favorite go-to form maker. I remembered using it for my kid's birthday party invitation. My guests were impress. It helped me in planning and organizing the party. I am grateful for the technological elements and no-code that have enabled me to become a creator and no longer remain a mere consumer.

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Jan 7, 2023

The Why’s And How’s Of No Code! – In The Eyes Of A Beginner

After 2 weeks of learning no-code, I managed to turn something that was on my mind for 2 years into a reality. With no code tools! How? I never imagined that! In this article, I’ll be discussing why and how learning no code turned my dream into a reality. Let’s dive in! 🚀 WHY ARE YOU LEARNING NO CODE? Some people ask me why I learn no code. Well, I never thought of learning it. I don’t even know what was no code when I started the journey.  It was just for fun, and it is free! (Yes, I love free things. I mean who doesn’t?) WHAT AM I GOING TO BUILD? The other question comes in. What are you going to build by learning no-code? Nothing. I never planned to build anything. Really, I am serious. I mean me? Building techie stuff? Websites? Apps?  I build a lot of things in my daily life. I am good at building Lego, setting up Hot Wheels tracks, and building Dollhouses, and solar ovens for my kids… But, building a website by myself? No no. I never thought I would be able to create a website until I learned no code.  The thought of creating my website never crossed my mind. I had no idea what that entailed, and to me, it sounded way too technical. WHAT DID I END UP BUILDING? This is quite personal. I remember how I felt when I had my miscarriage 2 years ago. It was devastating for me and my husband. We both were sad but we kept comforting each other to make the situation better. Because of my experience, I know how sad it is when there is no one around who understands what a woman is going through, or how painful it is to lose their baby before even being able to hold them in their hands. I know I can do something with what I learn in every step of my life, and the motivation it gives. Then I came across a no code website builder – Podia [https://www.podia.com/] during the build weekend challenge. My mind was telling me that I should be able to create a free email course to support women who suffer miscarriage and build a website with Podia. Besides that, I will be able to create a community within Podia too. That’s incredible! Boom. That afternoon, Angel In Heaven [https://angelinheaven.podia.com/] was created. A beautiful website (Yes, I do think it is beautiful with my favorite color), a free email course (I still need to work on the details of the email course), and a community were created in no time, all thanks to the no-code tools. Wow, unbelievable. I sat down at my desk, holding my teacup, and sipping my tea and I just could not believe what I just did. I never thought of making a website by myself. This is like a dream come true, nope. I can’t say that. Because making a website was never my dream. I would love you to check out Angel In Heaven [https://angelinheaven.podia.com/] and drop a line to share your feedback with me. CONCLUSION Is this the only thing I build with no-code tools? Nah, you may check out this cool recipe app [https://zengs-recipe-app.glideapp.io/] that I built which I shared in this post of Non-Tech Mom In A No Code World [https://notchained.com/non-tech-mom-in-a-no-code-world/]. Just tap the + symbol on the top right to add in any recipe and it will just magically appear on the app. And a few others I made with no-code tools which I will share in my future blog post. The ability to create something makes me feel amazing and I am surprised by what I can do. All thanks to no-code tools. No-code is a game changer and it is for everyone! To all awesome moms who don’t have a tech background in the world, let’s hop on the no-code train and build some cool stuff together!

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Jan 7, 2023

Non-Tech Mom In A No Code World

Hello! Welcome to my blog. This is a blog about how a busy mom with no tech background is able to make websites and apps and other cool stuff without writing a line of code. How? That’s where no code tools come in. These tools allow you to create websites, apps, or chatbots without any coding required. I joined a no code challenge, and was able to make a website and published it on the second day of my challenge with no code tools. How cool is that? WHAT IS NO CODE? So what is no code, exactly? In a nutshell, it’s a way to create websites and apps without needing to learn how to code. It’s a visual platform that uses drag-and-drop tools to help you create your masterpiece. You can call it lego or building blocks. You might be wondering how this is even possible. But trust me, it is! I was in the same boat as you—a busy mom with no tech background. But I was able to learn no code and make websites and apps using no code tools. And I met some amazing people in the process. The best part is that no code allows you to create things that you never thought possible. For example, I created an app to record all my recipes so I can show them to my kids. They can view them from anywhere as it is a web app. This is to replace my physical recipe books which only have 1 copy, I cannot share it with all 4 kids. Haha. So I created an app for this. And I’m just getting started! If you’re interested in learning more about no code, I’d recommend checking out the 100 days of no code challenge by Max Haining [https://www.100daysofnocode.com/]. That’s how I got started in this no code world! WHY IS NO CODE THE BEST WAY FOR BUSY MOMS TO GET INTO TECH? You may be wondering why no code is the best way for busy moms to get into tech. Let me break it down for you. With no code, there are no barriers to entry. You don’t need to have a tech background to be able to build websites and apps. All you need is some basic computer skills (which is turn on and off, yes, that’s it) and a willingness to learn. Before I know no code, my best skill was to create a calendar, worksheets, learning materials, and books from Canva. I cannot believe that I can make websites, apps, and chatbots now!  No code tools are also really user-friendly. They’re designed for people with no technical knowledge like me, so they’re really easy to use. And the best part? You can learn how to use them in just a few hours. So if you’re a busy mom looking for a way to get into tech, no code is the way to go. You can build websites and apps without having to learn complex coding languages. And the best part is that you can do it all from the comfort of your own home with your kids running around you. Just like me! WHAT NO CODE TOOL DID I USE TO MAKE A RECIPE APP? I use Glide [https://www.glideapps.com/] to make my recipe app. I call it my family recipe app. I put a password to protect it, this way only my family members can see it to prevent my family’s secret recipe from leaking out. Haha. Glide is an easy and amazing tool to make an app.  I can just snap a photo of my dish, upload it on the app and write the recipe with my phone. That’s it. The recipe is on the app,  which can be viewed on a laptop or phone. My kids love it. This way, when my kids grow up, they will be able to get their mommy’s recipe and able to make their comfort food. I just love the idea! And I feel proud of myself. Yay! Have a look here, or have fun with the app! zengs-recipe-app.glideapp.io [https://zengs-recipe-app.glideapp.io/] PRO TIPS FOR BUSY MOMS WHO WANT TO LEARN NO CODE If you’re a busy mom who is looking to get into tech or learn something new but doesn’t have a tech background, learning no-code is the best way to go.  Plus, the no-code community is amazing. I’ve met some really inspiring people who have helped open my eyes to all the possibilities that are out there. If you’re thinking about learning no code, don’t hesitate; it’s a great way to get started in tech or make some cool stuff, and you’ll be amazed at what you can create. CONCLUSION No-code tools make it possible for busy moms like you and me to build websites and apps without any prior tech experience. You don’t even need to learn to code! With no code, you can create amazing things that make your life easier. You can also meet new friends and learn from others in the no-code community. So what are you waiting for? Join me and start learning no code today! Please connect with me on Twitter or write to me to share your no code journey or just to say hi. I am looking forward to your comments or suggestions.  To all awesome mom who doesn’t have a tech background in the world, let’s make some cool stuff together!

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Jan 2, 2023

New year new me?

As the clock strikes midnight on New Year's Eve and we say goodbye to another year, I can't help but feel a sense of excitement and anticipation for what's to come in 2023. With the start of a new year comes the opportunity to set new goals and make positive changes in our lives. And as a no code explorer and AI art enthusiast, I'm always looking for ways to challenge myself and try new things. Actually I don't limit myself to these two things, with the technology I am seeing today, I am open to learn anything that opens up in 2023. I am excited. That being said, I also know that learning and using no-code isn't always easy. There have been times when I've struggled to understand a concept or felt frustrated when something didn't work the way I expected it to. But through persistence and determination, I've always managed to overcome those challenges and come out the other side with a newfound sense of accomplishment. I remembered this feeling when I finished my chatbot challenge. One of my biggest wins as a no code explorer was when I finally figured out how to build a simple chatbot using Landbot. It was complicated, but I kept at it, and when I finally got the chatbot to work, it was a huge sense of accomplishment. It was a reminder that even when things don't go as planned, it's important to keep trying and not give up. I am grateful for the no-code community. As I look ahead to the new year, I'm excited to see what new challenges and opportunities will come my way as a no code explorer and AI art enthusiast. I'm determined to make 2023 the best year yet, and I know that with hard work and dedication, I can achieve anything I set my mind to. I want to polish my skill in AI art creation, create AI stock images subscription, make AI comics and short videos. So here's to a new year full of growth, adventure, and discovery. I'm ready to embrace the "new year, new me" mentality and see where it takes me. Bring on 2023!

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