Today is my kids&#x27; Sports Day. This marks the first Sports Day since the end of the COVID-19 pandemic, and our excitement and happiness know no bounds. People are not wearing masks anymore, and everyone is reveling in the event, even though the sun is blazing, causing us to perspire profusely.My elder child received a medal, which is a significant achievement as this is her final year in primary school. I am overjoyed that COVID-19 is behind us, and she can experience normal school life again. I brought all my children to the Sports Day to support her. We woke up very early and returned home around noon, thoroughly exhausted. However, our exhaustion is overshadowed by our immense happiness.Upon returning home, I prepared their favorite chicken stew for them, making it a perfect Sunday. I feel a deep sense of gratitude for my children. They bring boundless joy and fun into my life. Despite the fatigue, I cherish every moment with them. I am determined to be the best mother I can be and provide them with a wonderful life.

Rejoicing in the Return of Normalcy: A Joyous Sports Day for My Children

Yesterday was a bad day. I still feel the same today. I felt so down and worthless. Nothing I did seemed to work. I felt like a failure and a burden. I found myself comparing myself to others who seemed to have it all: success, happiness, confidence. This made me feel even worse. I felt like I could never measure up or be good enough. I felt hopeless and helpless.I don&#x27;t want to feel this way anymore. I want to be better. I want to be happy and confident. I want to love myself and my life. But I don&#x27;t know how to do that. How can I change my thoughts and feelings? How can I overcome my challenges and achieve my goals? How can I stop comparing myself to others and appreciate what I have?I need some help. Maybe I should talk to someone who can understand me and support me. Maybe I should seek professional help if this continues. Maybe I should try some positive affirmations or gratitude exercises. Maybe I should do something that makes me happy or proud.I know that this is not the end of the world. I know that there is more to me than my mistakes and failures. I know that there are people who care about me and value me. I know that there are things that I can do well and enjoy. I know that there are opportunities for me to grow and improve.I just need to remind myself of these things more often. I just need to be kinder to myself and more optimistic about the future. I just need to believe in myself and my potential.Zeng, please don&#x27;t be sad for long.

My struggle with feeling worthless 

I aim to enhance my writing skills. A close friend of mine, Christine Trac, who excels in writing, suggested that I maintain a daily journal. Even if it goes unread, this approach can help me enhance my abilities. I&#x27;m determined to write every day. I lost my streak on publishing my AI art newsletter - PicAisso. I discovered that I began comparing myself to others and setting unrealistic standards. Additionally, I recognized that my newsletter lacked valuable content. I&#x27;m determined to break free from this pattern and take proactive steps. Today, I want to publish PicAisso, and then continue with a twice-a-week schedule. I mean there are so many new and exciting things in the world of AI art. How can I stop?Furthermore, I intend to continue my writing journey on Medium. I wish to discuss topics I&#x27;m passionate about, such as no-code and AI, with the aim of delivering value to others. I believe that by benefiting others, I can also enhance my own growth.

Unlocking my Potential: Embracing Daily Writing to Improve and Rediscover Value in My Art and Thoughts

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My Musings

I received some fantastic news today!I&#x27;ll be designing an introductory course on AI art for the "100 Days of AI." Woohoo!This news is a great motivator for me to continue pursuing what I&#x27;m passionate about and to excel at it. My focus needs to be laser-sharp, and I must put in more effort to provide my kids with a better life. I&#x27;m deeply grateful for these opportunities. Even though times may be challenging, I&#x27;m confident that I&#x27;ll soon see the rainbow after the rain. I&#x27;ll keep pushing forward!

EMPOWERING DREAMS: DESIGNING AN AI ART COURSE AND PURSUING PASSION AMIDST CHALLENGES